He is My LORD

In the days before, I have gone through days, which was not the will the God. I have sinned, no I have fornication, lived licentiously as an adultery. Under the tree on the hill, I was waiting to sin. Today, I just asked why? Why was I sinning? Can't God stop me? Is God in Control? Why am I *still* sinning?

The worst was that I was asking all these questions for God to solve one of my problems. I was being a hypocrite. When I asked each of those questions there was hypocrisy in my heart. Then I asked another question (and this not sure if it was more the hypocrite), why am I a hypocrite?
My mind suddenly turned to God and all that He made, except me. Oh, how beautiful!! So I just decided to Praise Him for His glory and might acts.

I started with the song, "He is Lord, He is ...." But I realized it was not from my heart. I was still a hypocrite. But something in my heart said, sing it no matter what you (I) may be. Then I continued - "He is Lord, He is Lord, He has risen from the dead and He is Lord". When I came to this very line, "Every knee shall bow, every tongue confess, that Jesus Christ is Lord" I was till being a hypocrite. I said to my Lord loud and clear, this line is not true for me.

"Every knee shall bow, every tongue confess, that Jesus Christ is Lord", is actually a prophesy. I knew with all my heart that one day I will bow down before Him. I just want it to be this day. And I sang again with this in my heart. And behold, I was on my knees and confessing that Jesus is My LORD.

Lord, I am sorry that I sinned against You, in the past. But I thank You that You are still in control. You let all that had to happen to me. You let all that You hated to happen to me, it may result in all that You love.

Thank You Lord Jesus, that you bore the cross for me, for my sins. God, I thank You that You allowed all that You hated to happen to Your Son (treason, mockery, murder, accusation, betrayal, pain) so that we could love You, and this was what You loved to see happen.

Thank You - again.

He is Lord,
He is Lord,
He has risen from the dead and He is Lord,
Every knee shall bow,
Every tongue confess,
That Jesus Christ is Lord.

He is my Lord,
He is my Lord,
He has risen from the dead and He is my Lord,
Let my knees bow down,
Let my tongue confess,
That Jesus Christ is MY LORD.

(Listen to "He is Lord")